The thirst of many honesties (hah, so punny, get it?)
December 6, 2008
Dear blog, I made a fool of myself in class. True, this is a common occurrence, but I am hardly bothered by it.
I pretended to be some sleazy salesgirl (although not as bad as those Cricket Baby girls) trying to sell rubber tubing to companies other than medical/industrial ones.
So our professor said to take risks. To be honest, she’s right. To be honest, the other students, the ones who want to play it safe, who posted replies in their blogs that when they do something not by-the-book they get scolded, and so they rather not take such a risk…are not wrong either. The problem, is that they’re not doing something different. They’re just taking the prescription wrong.
But enough of us will have bosses who make ridiculous demands of us. Yes, make an awesome PowerPoint in 5 minutes. Impossible task that will likely result in failure. I treat this as prep. Hell, I did have a supervisor that made crazy demands of me this past summer. But I knew I wouldn’t get fired, because even if I couldn’t read her mind, I was one of the best, if not the best graphic designer intern they’ve had thus far. I know that my grade does not depend on the amount of scolding. So in way, I’m not worried about it. I calculate my risks. But I still take them.
I’d rather beg for forgiveness than ask for permission.
A personal motto, I suppose.
Thing is, I figured that for this class, unlike any other class, risks, no matter how foolish, would be rewarded in some fashion or another. I mean, for this class, we were totally encouraged to take risks. Make the environment our own. There’s playing it safe, and there’s playing it scared. Again, what’s the worse that can happen? Some scolding? Pft. Whatever. No one can scold you better than your own family. So really, no one scares me in that respect. Sure, I don’t bite the hand that feeds me, gives me my grade, and gives me a paycheck. That doesn’t mean I sit in wait for the next command.
Dear blog, what makes a better blog? The blog on politics and culture, or the one…that..tells my story?
Filed in Class, dear, me
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